After a couple of hours sleep I got up early yesterday morning, and got the expected bad news from the consulate. But I made it back to work on time at 10 am, which was good at least. Worked for the whole day, pretty tired. Late night, drove a long way for emergency. I don't know why I still pushed myself hard, maybe for someone who doesn't even worth it. So tied and almost felt asleep during driving. After shower I felt very cold -- skin temperature zero and started to tremble, from spine to head because of cold and anger. Totally out of control shaking for every 5 seconds and feel the shake starting from the lower spine spreading to all over the body. I don't know how long I can handle it for. REALY REALLY upset and angry and  pissed off for the first time in my life, good lessons.